Wake up at 3.01 am. Turn on the light. Make a mug of hard black coffee. Look at monitor. Its a new day, begins with music of my PC. 5.00 am get ready for jogging. 5.15 am start running. 6.15 am back to home. 6.30 breakfast. 7.00 take a shower and get ready for driving. 7.30 good bye home. 8.00am start driving. 8.30 come to office. 6.30pm go back to home. 7.00pm do some house hold regular work. 8.15-8.30 good night.
Hmm. sometimes I am confused. I am a Bio-Machine or a human being. Isn’t the same thing happen with most of you? What is the meaning of life to us? Do we come to this world to be a machine who take foods in place of oil or electricity? What our soul thrust for? A good job? A sound living? Nice, expensive car or a post flat? Being immigrant to a rich country? Some super power to make all slave?
Or seeing a old man fighting with life to survive? watching a mother sleeping with her child in footpath of crowd roads? Biting a bus conductor for 1 taka and voting a political figure for looting millions? Living in this hell that we made by our own hand?
I don’t know? Is there no one to answer?
May 18, 2008 at 7:39 pm
life is getting up at 10 am at the morning .. then get ready as hurry as you can becuz your office hr starts from 10 .. then rush out of your home without having nay breakfast or anything .. either take lift from your wife or roam around the roads of dhanmondi, talking to the CNG drivers as softly as possible so that they agree to take you to mohakhali DOHS… after abusing.. rebuking … consuming all the irritating and frustrating traffic on the road, you reach out to your office at 11… as you are late at your office and as you are a bit honest to your job you decide to put on 8 hrs … so decided to work extra hours… and between these 8-9 hrs of office stay you gotta listen to lotsa rubbish … be a bit more frustrated by looking at beurocracy … finally find out that you are loosing all your potential and creativity day by day by dealing all these shits at the office and not be able to start something new .. something fresh .. something which uplifts your soul to yourself and gives immense happiness to your life… and when you finish your office life is so tiring and moreover, you find your life revolving around a circle and not moving forward.. becuz the same old fake gentle attitude toward the CNG drivers comes again as you cant find any of them wanting to go from mohakhali to dhanmondi. Finally when you get one life is so sleepy that you just sleep in that CNG and cant open your eye-lid till you reach to dhanmondi .. And then life is as usual … watching some tv ads… may be watching a movie or may be seat tight and think about all the failures you have earned in your life and finally deciding the fact that you are nothing but a complete LOOSER … then thinking all these shits you find out its already late and go to sleep at 2 or 3 at the morning ….
yeah jalal i guess we are born to be machines … :S
BUT … when life wants to plan its course with its beloved wife, when it want to dream some daredevil dreams (even though it knows that it might never come true), when life looks at the face your parents and finds out that you are the reason they are still there and always hoping for your best … then LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL ..
May 19, 2008 at 9:47 am
Yes. you are right. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. because there are some moments that melt your heart
May 19, 2008 at 3:56 pm
I was writing a comment…and it started becoming huuuge…then I deleted all the texts.. and here is actually what I wanted to say…
People say, you come empty and you go empty.
I say, you come empty but you go with your memories… that’s all you get from the entire life… a collection of memories.
I think that’s why you should live for… to collect some wonderful memories!
May 21, 2008 at 12:25 am
well said mazed miah ..:D
November 20, 2008 at 7:33 pm
“Maybe this world is another planets hell” – Aldous Huxley !